every child's frustration

      It's really frustrating when you do not get what you really wanted.  Others say that you have everything.  On the contrary, there is one simple thing I've been trying to get all these years.  It's the one thing I'm hungry of.  I'm jealous of all those children whose parents are always there on their side.  Appreciating their every little achievements and encouraging them to do more.  I know my parents are busy with their work.  If I could only buy their time.  But I guess, it's quite impossible.  It's been more than a decade.  Nothing changed.  I was just wondering.  If ever I'll get the attention I wanted, would I still be happy?  I got tired waiting and exerting effort for them just to appreciate me.  I think it's hopeless.  I wish I could find someone who will truly appreciate me.  Someone who will appreciate me not just because of my brain nor my beauty (as if I'm beautiful) but just because for simply being who I am and what I am.  I feel so alone in this big world.  But I know God is always there for me. :)

Amour Popre
by: Sweetangel

I confess, I myself was jelous
My emotions devoured me slowly;
It was really nothing serious
I just couldn’t handle it nicely;

My mind got bewildered, confused;
My feelings subdue me from within
I pointed you out as accused
Didn’t told you what I’ve seen.

The scene injured my eye
Should have been me by your side
I can say but who am I?
Someone whispered “hey,where’s your pride?”

I just stood still solemnly
Not a word from my mouth spoken
Just let you pass by calmly
I know for sure I was broken

Now, everything is a mess
You found a new gal
Told me she’s better than the rest
Aching but, still your pal

10/8/2011 9:52:57 PM